Singles match against Josh Hudson: AJ discovering what Josh said about Konrad, Konrad's continuous years of struggles on NASCAR Road Course races along with Josh affecting him and doing a video on a piece of trash.

Daytona Beach, Florida. Sunday 16th February. (Offline)

Since returning to America, I hadn't even thought about wrestling once because I focused on my racing career. I thought nothing of the loss, although I did cry backstage after the match. But I realised my dream of being a World Title contender in Germany came true through Ginny, my wrestling and racing team, and my family and friends. Although you lost, you got a shot at a world title in your hometown. 

That means a lot. I went partying all night before I went to sleep, completely drunk. Only for the next two days will I appear on satellite to address wrestling-related things in two other companies I work for that I won't mention. Still, after that, I returned to focusing on my racing career. I came sixth in the Clash at Bowman Gray in North Carolina for the Cup Series. 

I do some Cup Series races and the Xfinity Series season full-time. My team, Kaulig Racing, wanted me to do that Clash at Bowman Gray and the Daytona Five Hundred race to prepare me for my full-time Cup Series run next year.

Unfortunately, just before the last stage started, the car went wrong again, just like in the Xfinity Series race last night, while AJ was out with an engine issue. On the other hand, I had almost the same thing in the Xfinity Series race last night. But this time, I lost power in the car, and it wouldn't start. So, I had to retire from the race before the last stage began.

I thought nothing about coming back to wrestling for a while because there wasn't anything or anyone that could be pissed off about anything I did in the ring, or so I thought as AJ. At the same time, he retired from the race and stood there shaking his head with his arms folded as we were in the team trailer as I got in. I immediately got defensive, and AJ shook his head with me with his arms folded.

Konrad Raab: "Bro, I wanted to continue to drive, but I suddenly had no power. I tried hard to start the car, but I couldn't."

AJ: "It's not what you did. I can relate to that issue I had a couple years ago in Cup Series."

Konrad Raab: “Then what is it?”

AJ: "It's wrestling business, dude."

Konrad Raab: “Ugh, don't tell me. It's hard to forget about the loss I suffered in Germany, but I knew I didn't care because competing for the world title in Germany was good enough for me, so I partied over it."

AJ: "It relates to your loss at Dogfight at Düsseldorf PPV event. I was shaking my head at the comments Josh Hudson said about you as I watched wrestling since I don't want to watch racing when I'm out of it, but you're out, too. He spoke a ton of shit about you."

I thought I had covered everything regarding professional wrestling and had taken a loss like a duck to water, but Josh hasn't. I shook my head as I told AJ this since the team did have SCW Network access that they paid for themselves.

Konrad Raab: "Let me see that video."

AJ nodded, as the show had finished at this point, and he skipped the irrelevant parts, although I told him to play on the Oskar match with Religious Wright as he knew he was part of my wrestling team. Then, we skipped everything until we got to the part where Josh started talking. I let Josh talk like I did with how I approached The Jackals. But when he called me a coward, that's when I lost it, ultimately.

Konrad Raab: “What a son of a bitch. Just because I used fucking barb wire. Does he recall him being violent towards me in the past? What an utter hypocrite. To call me a coward is unacceptable. Does he fucking think I'm Selena Frost?"

AJ: "I know. You're the bravest wrestler in that entire company. I don't see Josh risking his life doing two sports simultaneously."

Konrad Raab: "All because I put him through a barbed wire. All because he wants pure wrestling; He has no idea how much of a transformation of me going to wrestling hardcore style has helped me become a better wrestler and helped me have a personality I lacked, although I did give Jackals credit for that."

AJ: "Along with you saying that Europeans need to know the differences between professional and amateur wrestling with the hardcore aspect of things."

I applauded AJ, as I mentioned it to everyone in Kaulig Racing during that wrestling/racing school tour I did in Germany, and I patted him on the back. The fact that AJ seemed to get it and Josh didn't was baffling, and AJ wasn't even involved in professional wrestling. I got ourselves Celsius drink cans out of the fridge to drink. I tossed it to AJ, and we opened the cans to take a sip before I spoke.

Konrad Raab: "Exactly. He's crying more about the loss than I did, which is saying a lot when I passed out. He already said something fucking ridiculous about me speaking in my videos. I've not said anything about that; I wrote the words I did. Josh is a fucking idiot. You know this, and Josh doesn't only make him more stupid on why I promote hardcore wrestling to my students and my team."

AJ: "It's not your fault that Supreme Championship Wrestling does weekend shows that you can't attend."

Konrad Raab: "Exactly. He doesn't seem to fucking understand that. I would be at the Breakdown shows if they weren't scheduled for the weekend. That's why I'm retiring from wrestling in SCW next year because there's no way I can be committed to wrestling when not only do they have PPVs on Sundays, which would clash with the NASCAR Cup Series schedule, but more they start doing shows on weekends, more I'm not going to be at the shows."

It bothered me more and more when it came to the shows being put on at weekends; even the next show was scheduled on Saturday. Why not a Wednesday or a Thursday like they should initially be doing. It made me mad, especially after Josh's comments about me. AJ knew I was getting angry, and thank god he was the one who told me about the shitty situation. Of course, AJ says this.

AJ: "How will you address him when racing this week?"

Konrad Raab: "I've been talking to NASCAR and SCW staff since the end of October last year to promote me as a professional wrestler and a driver. They weren't doing anything with that. So NASCAR agreed I could give VIP passes to SCW camera crew staff to film me doing wrestling discussions. It'll bring new fans to the sport."

AJ: "Oh, that's brilliant, and I agree with you. It would bring racing and wrestling fans closer together. So they can come to any track for you to talk shit about Josh Hudson, for example, if you can't be at the arenas?"

Konrad Raab: "That's the plan, as it gives wrestlers a chance to come to me face to face if they want to at NASCAR races, too. There's no point in hiding it. As far as the logos go, NASCAR told me to put the NASCAR Xfinity Series logo on my top, and I decided on myself with the Kaulig Racing logo, too."

AJ: "Yeah, man, I saw that."

We did end up watching Daytona Five Hundred as our teammate, Ty, was still in the race, but I couldn't think about anything now what Josh said about me ground my gears, and more so, he was mad about an insignificant thing. But he changed all of a sudden. I shook my head, and I said this.

Konrad Raab: "Josh messed with me on the wrong week where I'm going to be racing; I tell you right now that Atlanta is going to make things dangerous for the entire field in Trucks, Xfinity and Cup that I'm motivated to win all three races next week now. Thanks for the heads up. You will see me cut a shit-talking video to Josh Hudson at Atlanta next week."

AJ: "I'll be there and make sure my wife and son will be too."

Konrad Raab: "Close your son's ears because there will be language I wouldn't want him to hear."

I had plans to make Josh quiver up his nose after his comments, as I knew I was going to Atlanta to win, which I could do. I didn't have plans to do the Atlanta Truck Race at any point, but NASCAR decided to let me break records and be with Spire Motorsports next week. 

AJ and I continued watching Daytona Five Hundred and saw Ty finishing a respectable thirteenth place. We then had a team meeting like we do after every race, although my mood was on Josh Hudson for making me so pissed off. A coward is not what I am by any stretch of a margin. If there was a coward between us, that would be Josh. After the team meeting, I went straight to bed because I was too angry about Josh and what he said about me.

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Austin, Texas. Sunday 2nd March. (Offline)

Because I had to do two IMSA VP Racing Challenge races yesterday, the second race took place straight after the Xfinity Series. We couldn't do a team meeting that involved me, Williams, Christian or Daniel. So instead, we had it today, and needless to say, I was a complete asshole to the team yesterday, and honestly, I don't deserve to be in the room with them along with my driver teammates. Plus, Josh still bothered me with the comments he had made two weeks before. The team president, Chris was in the Kaulig Racing trailer with all of us.

Chris: "I think you all did fantastic yesterday."

Christian: "Well, Konrad didn't think so."

Konrad Raab: "Because I can't seem to fucking win a road course race. I've been going at it for three years and still have not won a NASCAR Road Course Race."

Williams: "I can understand, Konrad. It must be frustrating, but finishing fourth is an excellent result for you."

Konrad Raab: "It's not when I'm graduating to Cup Series next year."

Chris: "Hey, I know you're still angry about that and Josh's comments about you, but you didn't need to throw a fit over the lack of wins you didn't have."

Williams: "I didn't say anything bad about Konrad."

Of course, because Chris didn't mention the last name, Williams went into defensive mode. Still, because another person in the room was a wrestling fan, Daniel, he explained the situation before I could respond.

Daniel: "Not you, the guy Konrad fought at Dogfight in Düsseldorf, Josh Hudson, to whom Chris refers. He was a piece of shit for saying what he said about Konrad. A coward, really, when he risks his life racing and punishing his body in wrestling, too."

Chris: "But those IMSA VP Challenge Races we organised for you, Konrad, was the goal for you to get confident in racing road course races. But what Josh Williams said. I'm especially proud of Christian and Daniel for learning from AJ on road course racing."

I was proud of Daniel and Christian for asking AJ for advice about road course racing. It was good of AJ to teach these youngsters, as they were the future of Kaulig Racing. The result was very positive for all of us, although I wasn't satisfied because I didn't win.

Christian: "Because AJ is the master of road course racing, and I would've gone to Shane last year as well if I was a part of Kaulig Racing last year."

Daniel: "Heck, Konrad helped you finish fifth from Austin Hill."

Williams: "So this weekend wasn't bad for you. I believe you will get a road course win this year."

Konrad Raab: "But how do I beat Connor Zilisch, AJ and Shane the next time we do the next road course?"

Chris: "That's something you must figure out yourself, Konrad, amongst all of you as well. I admire you want to win a road course race before you move to Cup Series full-time racing so bad, but you will have patience. Heck, if NASCAR is thinking of doing a Daytona Road Course race, you'd be leaps and bounds ahead of all of these guys, apart from AJ."

Chris was right; if the rumours were true of the Mexico round being cancelled, I would know that track, considering I drove on it last year in IMSA's Rolex twenty-four-hour race, something I really want to do again next year because I loved driving the hypercars. I will talk to Andretti about that when I go to Laguna Seca the week before the Las Vegas race for some IMSA testing to learn the track before everyone else can test with me. Of course, Christian and Daniel didn't follow my career last year, so Christian had a question.

Christian: "What do you mean Konrad would be ahead of me, Daniel and Josh regarding the Daytona road course track?"

Chris: "Last year, Konrad did a Rolex twenty-four-hour race there, and Konrad didn't do too bad. His teammate Colton finished 3rd for the team that Konrad was a part of."

Williams: "That's true. Still, we all did good work and helped each other out. We're in for a battle of hell next week, though. Phoenix is one of the worst tracks Kaulig goes to, and the other is Richmond."

Daniel: "Konrad can gel well with the track for some reason."

Konrad Raab: "Guys, I promise I will ensure you all have the same car as me. Daniel's not wrong. I am good at Phoenix, and that's partly why Chris wanted me so badly. We will review the details and see what Phoenix setup we need to fix."

Chris smiled, knowing how much I wanted to ensure all my teammates had an equal opportunity to be competitive. That's how much I believed that, partly because of AJ's help, I saw him do it over the weekend.

Chris: "See, you're not a bad guy. After all, you want to help the young guys and Williams be competitive with you."

Konrad Raab: "Josh Hudson doesn't think so. He thinks because I used barbed wire that, I'm a bad guy and I'm a coward. He thinks I'm a fucking fraud of a wrestler. So, part of my temper tantrum last week was about what Josh said. I can't stand the thought of losing the road course race, and I can't stand the thought of Josh calling me a joke and a fraud because he's won a world title before, and I haven't."

Christian: "Although I wasn't at the track, I heard everyone on the grid, even those friends that aren't our teammates, were concerned about you. Who were those guys filming you anyway?"

The one thing I hadn't discussed with the Xfinity Series Kaulig team was the changes that I did the deals with, and it was clear after Chris gave me some water, as I did do three races in total yesterday, that I was still pretty exhausted. I drank water that was in a metal container.

Konrad Raab: "That's Supreme Championship Wrestling camera crew. I told them and NASCAR that I wanted them to promote me doing both the racing and wrestling side of things, and I spoke to Chris and Matt beforehand, and that's one of the changes. You will see them more often at races as they've got VIP passes to attend every NASCAR race should I need to respond to wrestlers and allow wrestlers to confront me if I can't attend the shows."

Chris: "That's pretty much it, and it's a good thing because it helps promote both sports simultaneously. You four still have work to do on road courses."

Konrad Raab: "I wish I didn't."

Chris: "But you did win a road course race in IMSA yesterday."

Konrad Raab: “Not in NASCAR. I was already pissed inside and even cried about losing in Germany for the world title. All the losses I keep getting on road courses without a single win make me a failure."

Chris: "That's why we're glad you're committed to learning to improve on road courses. I can understand your anger at not winning a road course race and Josh Hudson's anger, but you go out there and show everyone who's boss in both road courses and in the ring against Josh and show them who's boss. Same with you guys with road courses front, too."

That was it, although there will be more of an extensive team meeting tomorrow at the office because of the Phoenix Race next weekend. I never thought I'd be here, thinking about how wrestling and road course races affected me similarly. Chris knew I threw a tantrum by punching the doors of the Kaulig Racing trailer because I hadn't won a road course race, and I blew him off.

I knew I would apologise to him when we got to the office tomorrow because it was unacceptable, but I was so frustrated and sick of not winning road course races. But I had to keep trying and improve, which may happen in the Daytona Road Course next time. I headed straight to Indianapolis, Indiana, for more Indy five hundred testing. I had to do it for a few days before going into the office to discuss Phoenix before moving to Phoenix for the race next weekend.

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I show you how much of a non coward I am you stupid bitch blog. (Online)

“You really are a scumbag of a man, aren't you Josh Hudson as of late? Expecting me to appreciate your talent. First of, I respect your achievements in the business. Sure you can brag how much more success than I have had.. It's impressive sure, but you're acting so smug about it and just because you demand respect, doesn't mean I do because everything you've said about me made me lose respect for you, not that I respect my opponents before I face them in matches anyway. Also I don't do videos outside of shows and at a NASCAR race. I write blogs so everything you see here is written, not a fancy fucking video.

Especially when I don't have the time to do videos on bitches like you, whining and crying because I used a barbed wire. You stupid idiot have no idea that the reason I do hardcore matches is that it helped me become a better wrestler, although The Jackals have a part with this, but I also found a personality that I never showed to a wrestling audience or wrestlers before. It saved me because when I was just wrestling to win, I was so boring that I sent everyone to sleep.

How dare you trash me for being a coward because I wasn't at the shows. You know damn well it's not my fault that CHBK decides to put Breakdown shows at the weekend or Fridays, the days of the week I can't show up. Should be Thursdays. So you can't blame me there because I want to advance my career beyond wrestling. It takes more balls to risk your life driving a car in a sport over two hundred miles per hour on top of being a hardcore wrestler than it does to fuck Bree to create a baby in her. Anyone can make babies, but not everyone can have the talent to drive a car. The reason I chose this is because I was offered an opportunity and I took it.

You however are the biggest coward here because honestly, if you wanted a title shot, how come with all that praise you did with Creek, you didn't decide to cash in your opportunity to have a World Title rematch against Creek and Xander. I know why, because you're afraid of Creek. You're afraid of him beating you so bad that he'd win the title. You keep leaving, coming back and then you'll leave again. I've never ever taken a year off wrestling. A month or two for racing, my ex wife being pregnant or recovering from burns. Because you're ass is lazy.

Not only that, but also the reason why I do hardcore wrestling as well is that my European students and more than the ones on my team by the way need to know the differences between professional and amateur wrestling. If you want to purely wrestle, go and do amateur wrestling or MMA, you can literally do that in those places, but hardcore wrestling has an identity in professional wrestling. You won't see chair shots or barbed wire being used in amateur wrestling or MMA. Not even in underground fighting either.

All this pure wrestling shit is boring and as far as you trying to break my arm? HAHA you make me laugh and how you go around accusing me for holding off your retirement when you could've waited for Retribution to face Creek and Xander. But na, blame me for wanting a dream world title match because it made more sense for me to have that than at Retribution. Creek actually was the one who put that fire underneath me. But Josh Hudson was too scared to face Creek in the ring so he faced me instead. By the way yes you did elevate me to the TV title, but the difference was I didn't have a personality. 

Also the only reason you bring up Jackals up is because you're stuck in the past. You ignore what I've done after The Jackals since you're so pathetic that I became better after The Jackals and I'm the only member from that stable that stuck around. So why aren't Kandis, Tommy and Drake trash for leaving the stable and why am I for sticking around after being called deadweight which took me a long fucking time to get over.

I don't really give a damn about achievements you've done Josh. I don't care about my own achievements half of the time because I didn't come to wrestle just to win titles. I came to elevate young talent, something you bitched and complained a lot, but where's the up and coming talent from your wrestling school Josh? I don't see anyone on the current roster that comes from there so you caring about young talent needing to make a start is hypocritical. Because you've developed no young talent.

Me on the other hand, you've met them on Oskar and Kemal being the future of wrestling and I for one am glad Kemal and Oskar getting their solos starts and now, I don't hear people saying my team are lackies for me anymore because of it. In fact more European talent are going to come in overtime because of me and even when Kemal leads European Fiery Nation, there'll be more European wrestlers there too.

Because I gave them that platform that no other wrestler has been able to do. Which is why it's essential to promote hardcore wrestling because if you take that away and it's banned, professional wrestling has no identity from MMA or amateur wrestling. Also it was a triple threat match so of course I was able to use barbed wire and you were responsible for that since I had plans with Xander to have an inferno match.

Also if you watched the video again Josh you stupid toolbox, I did not tap, I passed out, there's a difference because I don't believe in tapping out. I don't believe in the word quit. I passed out because pain relaxes me actually. If you were as good as you were, you would've been winning the match. The fact about all of this is considering of the location of my home country where we had the match, you're crying more about the loss than I ever did.

I did cry about the loss yes, but I did it in the back because this was my special fucking moment. A moment you ruined by entering yourself in the match instead of waiting for Retribution to do that. But you wanted to face me I guess for some reason and honestly, I hadn't even thought about getting in the ring because I accept the loss, despite how hard it was for me to do that.

Why would you want to win another world title anyway? Isn't the reigns you had good enough or something? If I ever won a world title, one reign is more than enough for me. I don't believe in multiple reigns because it's just arrogance to say oh, I won the world title for the sixth time. Who cares? I will still race with a broken arm because pain doesn't affect me whatsoever. Mentally is what affects me more.

Everyone tells lies and thinks they tell the truth. Who cares if your telling the truth or lying about shit. It's garbage people believe in truths and lies. Why do you mention me being in other companies? Since when have I ever spoken about what I do in two other companies? Never because it's irrelevant to SCW and I don't even talk about SCW in those companies either because I know people don't give a shit.

I can't wait to leave you in a pile of your own blood once again you're bitching and complaining so much because you want pure wrestling boring bullshit that everyone else wants to do. Tomorrow night as I'm writing this straight after winning Las Vegas NASCAR Xfinity Series race, I'm going to make you taste your own blood and I will inflict flames on your body because I am violent and I will put you back in retirement sitting on the sofa with your kids you're going to bring to the world. Bree was a dumb broad for dating and having sex with a piece of trash like you. I will retire end of this year to go to be a NASCAR Cup Series driver full time and be a NASCAR Cup Series Champion. I can easily not have another world title match again because I'm satisfied and happy with me being in the world title match and not take part in a bullshit Taking Hold Of The Flame rumble with unrealistic chances of winning an SCW World Title shot.

Point is I'm going to fuck you up so bad that you won't survive another war with me and relying on pure wrestling to get the job done. I can be a pure wrestler too if I wanted, but that bores me to death because anyone can win matches on pure wrestling skills with zero creativity. I'm going to fuck your ass up and win over a so called former world champion who will be embarrassed that a joke like me can beat his ass with blood and even flames. I don't even care if I even get disqualified from the match because I will use weapons on you again since you pissed me off so bad that I don't care to win the match.

But if I have to, I will use boring ass pure wrestling skills to beat you for the pinfall like I've done before and accomplish nothing by doing that or even submit you to make you tap out because you got jealous that I would've had a much better match with Xander without your ass getting involved. See you tomorrow night Josh because it's the last time either one of us faces each other in the ring.”