SCW Television Title RP against Waylon Creek: Anger, self harming, World Title and Hurricane Helena and Milton discussions along with breaking Waylon Creek's undefeated streak.

Charlotte, North Carolina. Sunday 13th October. (Offline)

It's been one hell of a busy week with flying to a different part of North Carolina to deal with the Hurricane Helena and then on Friday, flew to Florida to deal with Hurricane Milton damage, giving away supplies people needed to both areas and I also gave their governments a ton of money to spend on damage repairs and things. I've always been a massive stop climate change supporter and it's a shame wrestlers don't do anything in regards to the hurricanes on donating anything and makes me quite sick actually when NASCAR teams do more than the wrestlers and the companies themselves.

Anyway, it was the next morning, and I was all set to go to Florida to do the clean-up and rebuilding work again. Only that the Breakdown happened last night, and I got a missed phone call from Ross Barnes, saying he wanted to talk to me before I went back to Florida today. I texted back as it was pretty late, saying come down before nine in the morning tomorrow. Obviously, I knew it was about the match I was placed in.

So I never cared for what happened on events of me not attending Breakdown, but it seems Dakon and Ludvig without me knowing any of their plans did start the work for themselves. They started a war with Shining Maidens. Maybe they discussed it with Ginny without me to plot their attack, but it could be a first that could involve me in their war and I'd be more than happy to be apart of it as it's been too long we last worked as a team.

It was something I wanted to get back to, but I know at the same time, I completely understood and get Ross wanting me to go on an individual path at the same time to work on my mentality to chase the world title. I know that is something he's going to bring up as well. I got up at six in the morning and did some kickboxing training to get my anger out as I was pissed with me still unable to win a Road Course race.

Although I did learn a lot from Shane's setup he kindly gave to everyone on their race winning machines with me getting the Sonoma car he won at and man, I had a whole list of things I written from Shane, learning about how he setup the car for road courses and how he drives as well. That was for next year however. When it was seven in the morning after my hour anger workout, I got glasses out of the cupboard and filled them up with tap water as it was too early for energy drink, although I had gotten into drinking vegan protein drinks lately.

I waited patiently, wondering what he was going to say and it made me nervous as hell. I waited for the doorbell to be rang and it did when I started thinking that as I got up and went to the door and answered it to Ross Barnes, my SCW therapist they hired for me to keep my anger in check and to be honest, it had been hard for me to do so, especially I did self harm myself after that loss and Ross was horrified when he looked at me.

Ross Barnes: “You did it again, didn't you?”

Konrad Raab: “Yes.”

Ross Barnes: “You have to stop this. I know you feel bad about the loss, but you need to get over it.”

Konrad Raab: “I can't alright.”

That had been hard and I know the loss the team had against Hollywood was the biggest bunch of bullshit I've ever seen in my life. These hacks had no place beating my team and it was insulting. Brittany, however, had no business being in the match either. How people can win matches with not a single care in the world for Underground title match is beyond me and she's the most undeserving title contender I've come across because she doesn't give a fuck about it.

Ross Barnes: “You will get a world title shot Konrad. You don't need a contract to get you there.”

Konrad Raab: “That's not the point Ross. I was going to be a world champion in Germany. But that dream has all gone into dust.”

Ross Barnes: “You see, you saying that only shows you still got work to do. So you lost and feel responsible, but you are aware you're facing a man who was your Trios tag partner for the TV Title?”

I never understood why I kept getting multiple TV title shots when I've won the belt three times before. Then again, maybe I should be more like Brittany, not give a damn about wanting the Underground title because she acted like she was better than the belt because it seemed to work for some stupid reason.

Konrad Raab: “Ugh, really?”

Ross Barnes: “I know, you've won the title before, but you got a much bigger task to do than winning the TV title.”

Konrad Raab: “Yeah, going to Florida to rebuild buildings and remove debris from Hurricane Milton.”

Ross Barnes: “Well yeah, but beating Waylon Creek's undefeated streak. I know it sucks your going for the same title again, but think bigger. You want to beat the guy's head in, right?”

I nodded because I did as he wasn't entirely innocent in the loss either with the shit he did in the match and showing me disrespect because he was winning matches. But I knew a trick or two to keep the lucky idiot down.

Ross Barnes: “Imagine Konrad Raab overcoming every single hurdle and manages to beat Waylon Creek's undefeated streak? That is much bigger than winning the title, don't you think?”

Konrad Raab: “I agree it is. But I can't overlook the fact I could be the first ever four time TV champion either.”

Ross Barnes: “Yeah, of course. You've mentioned that before and that would be history breaking stuff as well. The point is that's not something you be too concerned about, breaking Waylon Creek's winning streak would be big, so big that nobody would expect it coming from you.”

I saw Ross's point. I had forgotten about Waylon's winning streak because it had been so irrelevant to me. I know it was an important factor, but I'm going to find a way to beat this Waylon kid who was too big for his brunches. Was too much up his own ass with his luck based wins.

Konrad Raab: “I need to hold off doing more mountain climbing for a bit.”

Ross Barnes: “After what happened in Florida, that's completely understandable, but we're going to get back on it and we need to move you quickly if you want that Germany world title match. I may have to get you to do rock climbing like proper rock climbing, not the indoor crap just to get you confident.”

Konrad Raab: “No, I get it. It's good and beneficial for me. But this is way more important. Waylon Creek had had everything too good for so long. I don't get it; he doesn't seem interesting at all. Boring guy quite frankly, the only thing that makes him different is the mask, other than that, I'm not invested in facing him.”

Ross Barnes: “But what I'm concerned about is your friends of you ignoring the solos titles goal altogether to get your team back on track.”

I knew he would bring that up at some point, and I needed to get myself involved in their war, especially since there were three people, and they needed me until January when Kemal Yilmaz came in. I drank some water, as did Ross, who had been typing on the notepad while I was talking about the upcoming match.

Konrad Raab: “I will be needed if they attack Shining Maidens as it's a three-women team, and this would be good for me because I have always wanted to do more teamwork with those guys. I understand you want me to focus on my quest to go for the World Title, but this is something I need to do with my team as it's been since Taking Hold Of The Flame PPV the last time I worked with my team in matches.”

Ross Barnes: “I get it, you are the team leader after all.”

Konrad Raab: “I want them to attack me, most likely be afraid of us with their explosions bullshit, but it may also Ross get me a title shot in the tag kind, something I haven't had for many years. Dakon and Ludvig always said I'm also a tag champion if they won the belts. If I can't get the other titles, the tag title might be in my sight.”

There was a short break as we were speaking quite a lot in such a rushed time, but I finished my water and Ross did as well as Ross responds after I do on needing to be working with my team more.

Ross Barnes: “Yeah, but after that, you do need to improve a lot more if you want to have that World Title match at the Germany PPV. Oh, and I still need to take you to a mental hospital, as you are still clearly self-harming yourself.”

Konrad Raab: “Not now.”

Ross Barnes: “But soon, because you need to stop this.  Anyway, I let you go as I know you've got to catch a flight to Florida. Let all of your anger out on Waylon and stop self-harming yourself.”

I nodded as he finished his water, and we did need to leave as I couldn't be at the Cup Series race, and I wanted to head to Florida to finish off work I needed to do to clear up debris and everything else I needed to do. I was self-harming because it still affected me so much that it made me feel better. Granted, it wasn't good for Jasmine to see the cuts via phone calls as I felt safer that she had a nurse with her, taking care of her and the triplets, thanks to Ginny sorting that out. I left the motorhome and went straight to the airport to fly to Florida to do more business cleaning on top of gym work too.

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Time to put a hurting on your lucky win streak and destroy it blog. (Online)

“Waylon Creek, you lucky prick. That's all your wins have been based on, luck. Being undefeated in all of your solo matches. Let's applaud you for beating weak competition that you never had anyone give you a run for your money. I hear you talk to Brittany about you being a monster, and quite frankly, from what I've seen, you're a shadow and an insult to being a monster because you don't have the size for it.

That's likely why nobody fears you, and the fact you portray yourself as a monster is pathetic. You're too arrogant and good for your branches. I have no respect for you after the Trio's loss. I took the fall, yes, and you know why I did? Because I wanted you to feel what a loss felt like. I wanted you to experience losing because you have had everything gone your way for too long, being handed to you with a silver spoon in your mouth with your lucky wins because nobody has been able to break you in half because I've not been the fucking same since that Trios loss. I've not taken the loss well because of you.

Since you've lost multiple people matches, you've never once stood up and wanted to put your title on the line against numerous people. I was in the first-ever triple threat match for the TV title many years ago, and I was the first guy to have a TV title match in a PPV event all in that one year. You can go on about me failing as a team leader, but you're failing to actually step up to challenge yourself to do something new. That's why I became a team leader, and I own a wrestling school where many European wrestlers are in wrestling companies now because I gave them that chance to be in the business.

Sure, you've been beating many big names, but the difference is you've been fortunate to get those wins, and everyone said I should treat you like you're a threat, but you aren't because wins don't make anyone a threat wins are not what a threat is in my eyes. A threat is a wrestler I see that brings violence and is capable of beating the living shit out of me. I'm just being honest; I don't find you as good as you make out to be. You're just not aggressive enough to be a monster, which I don't find believable. Even psychological monsters have a violent streak in them, but you don't. The only thing that's different about you is the mask.

I admire you for being different there, but you look like a big, generic wrestler. You don't look like you could hurt me, and you can talk about how I'm failing my team, but the fact is, we're just getting started, and it's not like you're fucking perfect. You've slipped up more than once when you've won matches. Winning matches so easily means you still need to fight the top names. You have yet to fight Selena, Deanna, Josh, Xander, all of the names that would beat you in five minutes.

But just because I've been losing matches, one I still haven't gotten over because your bitch ass didn't want me to work with you, you also cost us the match win as well. I took the fall and loss, along with taking responsibility for it. That's fucking hard for me, but that's not a big deal for you; you got plenty of time to be a World Champion. I fucking don't and that was my last chance, but you blew it for me and myself I could say too. But you were just as responsible as I was because you were an idiot.

I let my insecurities get in the way sure, but you certainly didn't help things on not wanting to work with me either. But in a way, I'm glad I did lose for you to feel what losing looked like. But if you were good Waylon, you'd be going up against top talent, but you haven't. I'm going to do everything to beat the shit out of you and I do feel you are complacent because you've done nothing to grow yourself as a wrestler. It's funny how much you've thrown that word around to every wrestler you've fought, you're the problem with your arrogant entitlement of your not complacent because your winning matches which is bollocks.

You can be a complacent wrestler during winning matches you know. I'm going to hurt you and you might want to back up being a monster because I will make you bleed so bad that I will unleash all the anger I have for losing that Trios match that you were also responsible for, stupid bitch. Stupid lucky bitch. If you want to prove your a monster, beat the living fuck out of me, hit my head on the turnbuckle posts if that's what it takes to prove your monster material.

Or you can be a fake monster like Xander who no longer makes anyone fear him and play to the stupid rules like every other boring wrestler does around here. Do I want a match with him again? Yes because he is capable of being violent, but there's nothing about you I fear. Nothing about you that is a monster material wrestler. You will fail to me and I will be in the history books, not that I care about it because holding titles more than once never means a damn thing to me, but has to be brought up that I'd be the first SCW wrestler in history to hold the title you got four times.

But I'll also be the first to knock your stupid face out and destroy and crush your lucky win streak because you lack aggression; you lack being different. To call Kim weak for using aggression only shows that you're one weak monster who has to pretend to be one. The title might be on the line, but you don't want that title anymore. It's gotten too big for your arrogant head, and winning the title isn't essential; destroying your winning streak is because you're not unbeatable, you're not perfect and you're undoubtedly complacent. Sorry, but you are.

I don't give a shit about anything you say because words don't mean a damn thing, I'm going to come in the match so confident to break the streak because you need to put into a reality check with your arrogant attitude as you've outgrown the TV title hence why you're complacent also since you've stayed where you are, doing nothing to make yourself better. 

I'm going to fuck you up and show you the true meaning of brutality and blood wrestling. I would love to use my mace to crack your fucking head to make you goddamn bleed because I need to get all of my anger out. Taking that TV title away so you can actually do something new is a bonus, but I'm focusing on destroying Waylon Creek's undefeated streak because I can and I will. Leaving you covered in blood. Good luck fucking bitch because I'm gonna fuck your ass up and beat the streak and win the TV title. because you fucking deserve it."